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Dear Ed,
It has been 3 long
years, but it's time we take a break. You have taught me determination, strength, and self control. But everything I had went
to you. I used to think you gave me an identity but you just took mine from me years ago. But I'm getting it back and I don't
need you. This is really hard for me to let you go. I can't say I won't miss you, but that being said, I hate you. I hate
everything about you. How you make me think I need you, how you make me believe I'm worthless. How you're trying to kill me,
but make me believe I'm fine. You took my money, and my spirit. You made me think no one loves me, and you were all I had.
You turned me into a liar, a fake, and everything I hate. When I'm with you I do things I would have never thought of. Like
stealing, and punishing my damn body for no good reason, just for you. So this is why I want you at arms length, just not
holding my hand. It will take awhile until I'm a whore person again. I may want you back next week, or even tomorrow,
but it will be less and less all the time. I won't remain a victim of yours forever. So screw you Ed!
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